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《我正在被紧缚》(《I'm getting tied up》)

    我正在被紧缚,

    I'mgettingtiedup,

    我正在被紧缚,

    I'mgettingtiedup,

    我正在被绝望紧缚,

    Iaminthegripofdespair,

    我正在被疯狂紧缚,

    I'mbeinggrippedbymadness,

    我的皮肉被丝线、粗布与麻绳紧缚,像一个破旧不堪的玩偶,

    Myfleshisboundbysilkthread,coarseclothandhemprope,likeashabbydoll,

    荆棘与钢针铁锈剌穿了我血肉……鲜血淋漓!哈哈哈……

    Thornsandsteelneedlesandrustpiercedmyfleshandblood...bloody!Hahaha...

    我正在被紧缚,我是傀儡,是木偶,是没有自由的歌舞剧演员,

    Iambeingbound.Iamapuppet,apuppet,asingeranddancerwithoutfreedom,

    我的皮囊不属于我自己,他们是丑陋庸俗的结晶,是旁人痴愚的想法,

    Mypursesdon'tbelongtome.Theyareuglyandvulgarcrystalsandstupidideasofothers,

    我是一滩恶臭的腐泥,灌在精美的雕塑裂隙中,我的灵魂腐朽成泥,比我的外貌还要令人厌恶……

    Iamapoolofstinkyrottenmud,pouredintothecrackofexquisitesculpture,mysouldecaysintomud,whichismoredisgustingthanmyappearance

    我前进着,漫无目的而痛苦着,

    Imoveforward,aimlesslyandpainfully,

    我是一个普通人,一个罪孽深重的普通人,

    Iamanordinaryperson,anordinarypersonwithdeepsin,

    我那丑陋狰狞的面庞、皮肤与伪装,一层层剥下,零碎像碎玻璃,我是被倒进垃圾桶里的食物,肮脏而恶心,

    Myuglyandferociousface,skinandcamouflagearepeeledofflayerbylayer.Theyarelikebrokenglass.Iamthefooddumpedintothetrashcan,dirtyanddisgusting,

    所以请让我剥开束缚,一层层剥开我丑恶的皮囊,那任由世界与社会嘲笑的我,

    Sopleaseletmepeelofftheshackles,peeloffmyuglyskinlayerbylayer,andlettheworldandsocietylaughatme,

    我生来可笑,我是小丑,

    Iwasbornfunny.I'maclown,

    所以我正在被紧缚,伴着绝望与崩坏,伴着疯癫与狂热,

    SoIambeingbound,accompaniedbydespairandcollapse,accompaniedbymadnessandfanaticism,

    我该死,我该死,我该死,我该死,我该死,我该死,我该死,我该死,我该死,我该死,我该死,我该死,我该死,

    Ideservetodie,Ideservetodie,Ideservetodie,Ideservetodie,Ideservetodie,Ideservetodie,Ideservetodie,Ideservetodie,Ideservetodie,Ideservetodie,Ideservetodie,Ideservetodie,

    所以我剖开了我的脸,丑恶不堪的脸,恶心至极的虚荣可笑的脸,

    SoIcutopenmyface,theuglyface,thedisgustingvanityandridiculousface,

    露出了最真实的自我,那个丑恶畸形自私自利的恶意内心,浑乱肮脏!我是只会说丑恶了吗?!

    Exposedthemostrealself,thatugly,deformed,selfishandmaliciousheart,messyanddirty!Icanonlysayugly?!

    该死……该死!该死!!!

    Damn...Damn!damn!!!

    啊?我是个疯子……一个失去理智的人形恶兽,

    Huh?Iamacrazyman...ahumanevilbeastwhohaslosthismind,

    所以我挖出了我的双眼,原来就是盲目,再如何又如何?

    SoIdugoutmyeyes.Itturnedouttobeblind?

    漆黑肮脏的我,内在早已鲜血淋漓,皮肉、内脏与脑浆混杂,

    Darkanddirty,Ihavealreadybeenbleedinginside,andmyskin,visceraandbrainaremixed,

    请听从你黑喑的内心,亲爱的疯子们……我们是一类人……我们疯癫,我的绝望,我们崩溃,我们挖出我们的心脏,

    Pleaselistentoyourdarkheart,dearlunatics...Weareakindofpeople...Wearecrazy,mydespair,wecollapse,wedigoutourhearts,

    那是黯色!

    That'sadarkcolor!

    我们曾不敢在夜色里叹息,只得急促停止,我们曾不敢独身时放声哭泣,只得无声哀哑,

    Wedidn'tdaretosighinthenight,sowehadtostopquickly.Wedidn'tdaretocrywhenweweresingle,sowehadtobesilentandsad,

    因为我们正在将自己紧缚,

    Becausewearebindingourselves,

    紧缚在世间一切绝望与疯狂之间……我们是疯子!

    Boundbetweenalldespairandmadnessintheworld...Wearecrazy!

    但是我们是疯子!为什么要忍气吞声?!我们是疯狂本身!结果又与吾何干?!

    Butwearecrazy!Whyshouldweswallowthebullet?!Wearecrazy!Whatdoesithavetodowithme?!

    剖开皮囊!剖开皮囊!!!

    Opentheskinbag!Opentheskinbag!!!

    亲手毁灭自己亲手赋于自己的束缚,击破那层蜕……那层膜!那层壳!!!

    Destroytheshacklesyouputonyourselfandbreakthemolt...themembrane!Thatshell!!!

    聆听自己!聆听自己大脑间疯狂喊叫着的声音!!!然后去做……

    Listentoyourself!Listentothecrazyshoutingvoiceinyourbrain!!!Thendo

    ……就这么简单,我们知道该怎么做,又不是幼稚园里的小鬼……

    ...It'ssosimple.Weknowwhattodo.It'snotakidinakindergarten...

    那为什么我们不能死去呢?充满绝望与疯狂地死去!

    Thenwhycan'twedie?Dieindespairandmadness!

    因为我们是传教士!在世间传播死亡描摹绝望的疯子!

    Becausewearemissionaries!Spreadingdeathintheworld,portrayingadesperatemadman!

    你们不想看看吗……死亡!死亡与玫瑰凋零!鸟羽脱色!繁华尽落!

    Don'tyouwanttoseeit...Death!Deathandroseswither!Thebirdfeatherisdecolorized!Prosperityisdown!

    我们是诗人!疯狂的诗人!我们永恒唱着这首永恒的诗歌!!!

    Wearepoets!Crazypoet!Weareforeversingingthiseternalpoem!!!

    哈哈哈……

    Hahaha...

    疯狂的歌!疯狂的歌!!疯狂的歌!!!疯狂的歌!!!!疯狂的歌!!!!!疯狂的歌!!!!!!疯狂的歌!!!!!!!

    Crazysong!Crazysong!!Crazysong!!!Crazysong!!!!Crazysong!!!!!Crazysong!!!!!!Crazysong!!!!!!!

    我们是疯子……

    Wearecrazy...

    我们正在被紧缚……

    Wearebeingtied...

    请疯狂大笑,至嘴角撕裂,并放声歌唱

    Pleaselaughcrazilyuntilthecornersofyourmouthtearandsingloudly